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Hard To Believe

At first I so believe you. Believe the things you say. Believing every promise as you say. Either because I'm too stupid or I love you too. I ignored all the words of my friends. And it's all I do is just to help you. Apparently the love and affection has blinded my mind. It never occurred to me to make you feel alone. Any problems that you face always made ​​me be there. Today, I'm willing to sacrifice my time just to help you work on your thesis. I left my job to make your job all. I left my activities for the sake of thinking about your activities. And now I know, there are people who are entitled to help you than me. That is your girlfriend. People who actually exists in your mind.

Apparently I was so naive. I too looked at you as a good person. You came to me with great hope. Hoping I can help you. You undermine me with your smile. Now the smile had been hurt me. You have successfully made ​​me think about you again.  You never think about my feelings to you.

When all of my help has helped you. During that time, you go left and ignore all of your promise to me. Your attitude really made ​​me disappointed. Now you're back to happy with her without you care about how I feel today. It's hard to believe. You could do all this to me. But I never regretted all my help for you. Because I love you so sincere. I sincerely do everything, just because of Allah. I'm sure Allah will provide what is best for me, though not necessarily with you. And I'm sure, Allah will provide what is best for you, too. And remember, every action there must be a return later.


Someday, you'll definitely feel what I feel now.
Allah is fair. :)